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Saturday, 10 October 2009

Wednesday, 08 July 2009

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    Cave of Stars
    By George Zebrowski
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    Beyond the Ballot Box

    Chris and I have been talking about what we can do to affect real change in the world around us and for the generations. We're presently of the opinion that writing our congressmen and voting are things we must do on principle, but are ultimately very ineffective against the will of powerful monied people who direct the affairs of state and manipulate the will of the people. Here's a few ways to create/ contribute to a counter culture that come to mind, although I'm as of yet not the ideal person to attain all of these. I'm just learning too.

    ~ Educate yourself. Keep an 'open mind' Read books, have polite discussions, listen to lectures, pay attention, then think for yourself when you mull on it all.
    ~ Live and model your values and beliefs. When you fail, don't sweat it, just pick up and keep learning.
    ~ Have a lot of kids. Teach them your values and beliefs.
    ~ Talk about your values and beliefs kindly with others. Do not try to change others, just gently make known what you think when the opportunity arises. Otherwise just be pleasant. They may think you are crazy for your ideals at first, but when their model of the way the world works is challenged they may find more merit in yours, and will find your meekness attractive as opposed to if you were pushy and judgemental.
    ~Learn to be as self sufficient as possible. Technology is wonderful and we should be intelligent and well versed, but the loss of knowledge about how to feed, clothe, heal, defend and shelter ourselves will be how the elite control us through fear when the systems we rely on can be threatened OR subverted and used against us.
    ~Be involved in or subscribed to free thinking organizations and read (and possibly contribute to) smaller free press venues (books, magazines, newspapers, radio, TV, film, internet) who are not owned by or fed content from BigMedia sources.
    ~When shopping use your purchasing power wisely. Support businesses and products that share and follow your values and boycott ones that don't. Putting your money where your mouth is may not always easy but this is possibly the most effective form of voting in a free society.


    These are just a few ways I can think of that we can be effective free citizens from right where we stand and that will ultimately speak louder than votes that we cannot be sure are fairly counted or disregarded calls to officials. I will continue to vote and to write/ call. But only to say that my protests fell on deaf ears and have cause to point to the illegitimacy of my government.

    comments and more ideas are welcome!!

Monday, 29 June 2009

  • Kayleigh Nicole

    My niece, Kayleigh Nicole, was born June 18th at 1:27p and was 19 in long and 6 lbs.
    Lena did a beautiful job in labor and delivery. Kayleigh overcame a few challenges that come with being small, coughing up some fluid in her lungs, getting over jaundice, and coming around to nursing, and is happily home with mommy and daddy now. I love her whole oodles!

    enjoy the pictures.

    Okay, Xanga is seriously not letting me put the pics in my post directly. click on the photos option and check out the hospital pics and the shower pics i uploaded. enjoy!

    EDIT
    this is giving me a really big headache. maybe xanga just doesn't get along with google chrome because they can't seem to play nicely when i'm dealing with the photos. try clicking on the albums menu choice instead of the photos one, and going to the one called "kayleigh nicole". i tried to add pics here but it will only let me put non-clickable thumbnails. grar.

Tuesday, 19 May 2009

  • Currently
    The Culture of Craft (Studies in Design and Material Culture)
    By Peter Dormer
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    The Bind

    Okay, so here's my problem (one of many to be sure, but bear with me):

    If I stay quiet around people and do mostly just listening quietly and looking after my own children, many people get the impression that I'm actually intelligent. However, I don't really make many friends.
    whereas
    If I am personable and talkative, I seem to connect with a lot of people, but will inevitably make an idiot of myself when I say the wrong thing, destroying the illusion of wisdom and intellect.

    Which is the better course?



Sunday, 10 May 2009

  • Currently
    The Mommy Brain: How Motherhood Makes Us Smarter
    By Katherine Ellison
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    stuff i did

    I bought a kiln.

    While its a little older, it's got 4 zones, good brick and elements and the switch mechanics look good. I'm a little concerned that with its age some of the wiring may need help, but then i did marry an engineer so we should be okay. Unfortunately I can't test it out until we tear down the roofless garage, build a new garage and put in the 220 plug for the kiln. One of the cool things about the zones is I can set up half the kiln in two stacked zones and test fire in smaller batches. Thats pretty sweet. the kiln brick is light enough that i can move each part of the kiln myself except the one heavy ring with the central electric controls on it. It does not have a programmable electronic control on it, but i only intend to fire to the spy holes anyways, so I'll have a back up cone in the setter for fail safe shut offs. none of it matters at this point because i can't use it until I have a garage. so dont expect pottery for a while!

    chris has been polishing his resume and getting to the last stage of his CAD certificate. chris took me to see the kilns at work making substrates for computer servers. They're big and there is flame. theres a lot of incanel steel and other high temp metal things (where us potters use cheap fire brick). they have robotic car things that rove around on command picking up product from one place to the next. Lots of sets of pipe run along the ceilings and walls. it feels a little strange to walk into an industrial setting. it reminded me of visiting work with my dad as kid, with all the welding equipment on the floor.

    we went to the bookworm. I took a dollars worth of books i bought at a library book sale and got 13 dollars in credit for them, and combined that with my b-day gift certificate from nate and sharon and bought 2 art theory books, some ann rand and some cs lewis. i think i did pretty good! i'm starting to play the game kalah used to when she would buy books she didn't want for dimes and trade them at the bookworm for 1/4th the coverprice (for a 6 dollar book thats 1.50!) in credit, then get books i want there for half off cover price! kalah is a smart cookie.

    she called me on the phone. it was nice to hear from her but my kids were really loud and i couldn't hold a conversation. plus i'm braindead from caretaking small children

    which is why i'm reading this book called "the mommy brain' which uses scientific research to argue that being a mommy actually makes you smarter. i don't know if its true, but reading it is a boost to the mommy morale center of the brain anyways!

    happy mommy's day!
    ~n <3

nikkidreamer

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    • Name: Nikki
    • Member Since: 7/1/2004

Pulse

  • worked all summer on indie study. rocked it. can chill, have a baby, then take advantage of studio later in fall- some material tests
  • more excited about school. new advisor better influences. Intending to finish program, but still not sure the SUNY syst. was right way
  • I'm in a new house! Me, my husband, my children, my cats, and our collective mess!

Chatboard (11)

  • nikkidreamer
    yep, keepin cool in front of fans. tend to run AC in the afternoon. we have a kiddie pool but don't use it a lot. I'll probably take the rugrats swimming at my mom's today. enjoy the summer!
  • DrummersMom
    Hi Nikki I saw you were onyour Xanga!! Hope your haveing a great day staying out of the HOT!!! Do you have a little pool for the kids? Love You XOX
  • RACHELtbe
    hey i felt left out so i desided to write something on this cool chat board.
  • hsm99
    the link from my subscriptions won't go to MsMelon. Is that spelled wrong or something?
    • Posted 3/25/2008 6:17 AM
    • by hsm99
  • nikkidreamer
    I know, it sorta hides out down here on the side pretending to be part of the wallpaper background....
  • elisaiscool
    This is the first time I've even noticed this chatboard. Hi. K see you later.
  • MikePlayzGuitar
    Hey nikki!! Just wanted to say hi on this cool chat board thingy. Oh and I was scheduled to work friday night after thanksgiving but I'm working all day instead. So I'll be home by 5pm. Cant wait!
  • nikkidreamer
    yeah, it took me a while to figure out how to get the new look. it works great for the public display, but now my private appearance when i'm loged in looks really awful! I'm not sure how to make it match.
  • VicksCornatto
    Hello Nikki, welcome to the new xanga setup!
  • nikkidreamer
    lol, hi mommy!

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